Overnight my symptoms shifted from “exceptionally annoying” to “somewhat concerning”.
It feels like how you would imagine having your memory erased with the “flashy thingy” from Men in Black. (If you continue to read my blog you’re going to have to get used to the fact that pop culture references are a thing.) There’s a flash and a jolt and suddenly whatever I had on my mind is wiped clean. Not permantantly, of course- it's momentary.
The problem is that even if I pick it up, even if what I’m saying makes perfect sense in my head, I can’t get it out cleanly. There’s something caught in the gears of my mind; all gears are ready to go but get stuck on the beginning of the sentence, and every repeat is an attempt to dislodge the rest.
Yes, this is more concerning than annoying. I’ll probably text Dr. G about it. Better another case going in my "neurosis" folder rather than "preventable fatality".
G-g-g-grass.
Happy 4/20.
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